who we really are

I guess this is the question i keep asking myself,and i still will for the next few years
Sure,at one certain point,i feel so confident,sure about myself,happy
but sadly enough for me,that just slips away in a few minutes
so another question i ask myself is;what is that 'slipping away thing' really

what really makes us unique?
id prefer to call it a soul,they all are different,they all think,feel
differently,react different to different actions

another question i ask myself is
when do we really,REALLY find out who we really are?
people spend a lifetime looking for happiness,but on their way
they forget who they are;thats if they ever knew
now that gets me to another point
what do we spend our life's for?
24/24 jobs that take 'our' time just to sit with our ass up in a office?
is that what the fucking school 'prepares' us for?
sitting in a office?
sure,school,what can I say,you can't get your stupid little Starbucks job w.e it
and all those diplomas and shit
who did really,reallyyyyyyyyy suceed after school?
I tell you,the ones with money,mostly
It all evolves around the stupid little yet big,tool of trade in the whole wide fucking world
M-O-N-E-Y,there comes the power?
I have no idea whatsoever hows in other countries but here,if you dont get off at least 50 euros at the hospital nobody will take you,trust me chances are big.

Im slipping off subject easily.
But Im sorry im a verry easily distracted and influenced person
oh,how i wish it wasnt this way

so,im on my way of finding out who the fuck i am.
Rather uninteresting,because it takes time,a shitload of time
IM UNPACIENT
verry.

I dont like this world.Im afraid of the next one
This shit is too deep for me.
makes me THINK. too much right now,toooooooo much.

oh and i dont give a shit if you don't agree with my so called points,shave your up your ass,mine will definitively change,but not now(:so thug shit

goodFUCKINGnight.